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By Gones.
by: ボウティスタ ロエナ

If there are things to bring me down in life, I really do believe I'm completely unaware of them. Relatively, there are so many more things in this world to worry about; I've got my head wrapped around certain issues completely beyond myself to even stop to notice a few discrepencies here or there concerning others who may find problems within me. This world will chew you up & spit you out without you even realizing it if you don't handle your own business well, so this is just me admitting that I may be appear blatantly oblivious if I have anything to do with a "problem". I've completely forgotten about everything in the past, & have really embraced the concept of "letting by gones be by gones". I've dealt with past pain as I saw fit, & now the most that I concern myself with is finding ways to further my biblical, scholastic, & potential altruistic ambitions. In essence, I really & truly feel changed & I can only thank that by God's grace. The question now is, reader, if you took the time to read this, do you believe me? If we've bumped heads in the past & you see me now by chance, would you think that I was "being fake" or "putting on a show" if I wished you well? I really hope not, because now more than ever I believe in destiny, in God's plans for everyone & in a matter of speaking, I don't have time to "be fake" or "put on a show". Everything I do now, please consider it to be my true intentions. I admit, I've done the complete opposite a lot in the past: I've acted out to appear better than I was & to underhandedly belittle others & gained nothing but a smug, self appreciated feeling. But I'm writing this now to say, reader, I appreciate you, whoever you may be. I've been humbled more than once these past couple of months; I've been noticing more & more how infinitely small my existance is in this world & so I only hope the best to anyone that encounters me; may you find in my relatively tiny existance (compared to the whole population of the world) a positive light that helps you in some way in whatever state of mind you are in your life, not a negative energy that figuratively strikes you. I admit also: I don't know much, but I do know that this world is too splendid & grand to live in with feelings of animosity directed toward one another. I am trying, though my effort may not be as strong as others, to be a better person. "Letting by gones be by gones."

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